By AVA WONG

my name is but a whisper on 

your grandmother’s lips—

syllables itchy like ink

on a wet page, fingers

reaching for a memory, for

the stone they tied

to a girl who dared to breathe.  

i have spent an eternity 

swallowed by 

silence, swimming

in my bloated spite. i waited for you 

at the water’s edge, waiting

to carve four syllables

down your back, to reach my soul 

beyond river and sand, to crawl 

into every vowel you think, cling 

to every consonant 

you speak. to emerge 

with my name, with every shamed name, 

with every forgotten mother, forgotten daughter, forgotten girl—

and you will not whisper, 

水鬼. you will say my name 

and remember the hand 

throwing the first stone. 

what we all did.

Writer | Ava Wong ’29 | avwong29@amherst.edu

Editor | Sam Huang ’26 | lhuang26@amherst.edu